I felt that it could've been better
if I would've said this to you much sooner
I know it from the beginning that
we are not going to get along well but
something inside me said it may work!
I never knew it will end up as a botch...
you were so naive and innocent
I couldn't care for anything but your
smile, which made me go mad and feel saintly
at once; I still wonder whether you still
have the same feeling as I have, for you!
I know you had but I am not a magician
so that I can cast a spell
which can break your silence!
I forgot everything in my life
because I loved you madly
and so deeply! I never knew no pain
when you and me walked together in the rain
I needed you! is that so much to ask?
I recited nothing so much in my life than you!
those haunting forgotten things never
disturbed me so much than your ignorance!
'ignorance is bliss' my dear said a friend
but I only know they wouldn't understand
what it is to feel like when left stranded
alone on a highway blindfolded...
so much hype so much fuzz, I am sorry that
I couldn't live up to your expectations.
you and me! sounded good for the future; now
it only looks like a thing of the past!
you were too much onto me that I forgot my name at times
so I ain't feeling odd now that you too forgot the same!
they say, 'once forgotten twice removed'
that may be true for you on every count!
I have nothing much to say than, 'you don't just stop
loving someone, either you never did or you always will'.
from the good times to the bad times
I cherished the memories we have had together
I realized it rather late that living in memories
doesn't leads you nowhere!
saying no was not always has been my strong suit!
but I think now I should call it quits
I have missed so many things in my life but I will never
miss them as much as I am gonna miss you ever!
you would be the happier of the two I know
wish you may get better love than I could ever show
even though I am singing this final good bye,
you still remain as a shadow in my hollowed mind...
funny though I am sending this to you on Women's day!!!